AFTER 4 YEARS.

Hi Dear self,

Since year 2015,
I haven't write anything
None, Its Empty
Anything In my blog or In my diaries.

Finally I'm here.
create a new one. so ego to
not write anything,
and just keep it in my head,
I cried myself at night
i cried for what happened to me now.

I still remember ; my old blog
still fresh in my head.
i wrote every single thing there
i wrote my feelings.
i wrote everything

I thought i was strong
but i'm not.
i have to let go what i feel inside
let go to any platform i can use
and today, I found myself back
I have to start again.

I have too
to let go so much things in my head
I'm sad.

I'm sad.

Syazamaya,
2018